i suddenly miss my friends....

just went out and was able to hang out with friends of a friend... i was just so weird, then i suddenly missed my friends.. what the hell have i been doing and i haven't been able to meet up with my friends.. i don't have a lot of friends but i think i know a people... as usual i cant sleep again, I've been thinking about a lot of things that i can't even figure out... i guess i just miss talking to people who cares about what i say and wont judge me about things.. i have a lot of long time friends who have seen me to my lowest point, darkest hour and who i can laugh with when I'm being stupid... and most especially friends who can tell me when I'm being stupid! friends who can be honest to me and not just say what i want to hear but say even things that i don't want to hear... knowing what you've done wrong would of course help you grow as an individual... and it definitely hurts to know those kind of things from other people... i miss my friends!!