Tuesday, January 10, 2012

What to do?

jeezz.. im bored! i guess im just not used to not doing something or worry about something. i know i should be thankful that i have time to relax.. it's already 2012 and to be honest, i dont even have a plan and i duno what to do next.. i need to think things over i guess. at this point i dont know what i want.. before 2011 ended i had plans and i had it in my mind..  i was looking forward to for 2012 but now, when i think about it, i dont know and i cant even remember what it was about... i duno what the hell my problem is! i need to figure this out soon and no i dont have commitment issues.. i just know know what i want or what i want to do this year.. really didnt think things over for this year.. i think this will be a weird year.. just gotta be ready instead.. i think i never had this problem since college because i always have a plan and i always have goals to inspire me.. oh wait, i think thats it! i dont have goals ( career wise ) for this year because i dont want to focus on my career!! i want to focus on my personal life and i want to achieve or do something about it this year.. i realized that i have been working to hard and i had a monogamous relationship with my job/career... dont get me wrong, it was fun and i am happy with what i have been doing but i am not getting any younger, i need to focus on different stuff.. i was not successful with this goal for the past years so maybe its time to change my priorities... so hello 2012! aja!!!

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